How do people jump from diet to diet to diet? I just want to live my life and enjoy my life. That includes enjoying what I put into my body. Is that really so bad?
Apparently it is!
This is something I have been struggling with for a couple years now. When I was in my teens I could eat anything and everything. Unfortunately, I did not take full advantage of my youth and fast metabolism. While I did binge eat at times, I also had a slight eating disorder. We called it the dancer’s diet. It’s when you don’t eat breakfast or lunch, do a lot of physical activity and then eat a small dinner with your family at night. At this time in my life I needed an eating disorder the least! I was already skinny, tall and had a metabolism that took every tasks as a sprint instead of a slow and steady marathon like it does now.
Then I was in my early twenties. You would think this would have changed things, but it really didn’t. I learned that if I just added a little exercise into my life I could continue to eat whatever I wanted. Sadly, I turned 26 and began to enter the later years of my twenties.
When I turned 26 I felt as if my metabolism came to screeching halt. My favorite foods, treats, and deserts all have become my enemies. Fried chicken is a way of life for me, but how can I continue eating fried foods like I do if my metabolism is all but at a stop? The USPS is faster at delivering mail than my metabolism is at breaking down fried foods.
Candy! Don’t get me started on candy. I am obsessed with candy. I crave candy about as badly as I crave coffee… and that is saying something. When I was a teen and in my early twenties I would eat Twizzlers and Mike & Ikes by the pound like it was my job. They said fat-free on the package so why not! I would eat tons and tons of them without a care in the world. Now if I have one I feel as if my stomach needs a wheelchair to hold it up as I walk.
What do I do? I don’t feel like I have visibly put on a ton of weight, but there is no denying that my weight is on an incline. Coupling a slowing metabolism with medications that cause weight gain as a side effect has rendered me screwed in the battle against my weight.
Now I am about to do something I never do and reveal something I never reveal to anyone. My weight. I am 6 feet tall and have been since the later part of high school. When I was graduating from high school at the age of 18 I weighed 138 pounds. Yes I do know this to be 100% true. When I was graduating college and moving to NYC I weighed 140 to 145 pounds. When I was moving into my own apartment in Astoria in 2012 I weighed 145 pounds. Now that I am settled in Los Angeles I weigh 170 pounds.
That’s a pretty big jump! Here is a comparison for you:
You can see from the pictures the visual isn’t 100% a big deal. Somehow my body has distributed the weight well, but I still want to be fit an in shape. I can see my abs, but I’d like to have a healthy tight 6 pack again. How do you do that when you have spent 20 some odd years not caring about what you eat or drink or do? It feels utterly impossible.
They say everything in moderation and a good workout routine is all you need. Well I am going to test this out. It’s hard enough to cut back the amount of junk I eat, let alone to start some crazy diet that doesn’t allow you to eat bread or solid foods. That’s right I am calling out all you juice dieters. How do you do it?
Anyways, I’d love to hear from all of you. What healthy things do you eat for lunch, dinner and snacks that are still 100% full of flavor? What do you snack on while watching TV or hanging out on the weekends at home with friends? I grew up on hardy and flavorful food. I refuse to give it all up now!
It may sound strange, but I don’t think I ever learned how to eat healthy since it’s never mattered to me before. Well, it matters now!