My horoscope for today is almost exactly on target…

Friday, May 25, 2012 – You may struggle with your self-esteem today, especially if you receive mixed messages about your work from your boss. You aren’t clear about what is expected of you and you might just want to sidestep the whole issue. However, it’s healthier to talk about your concerns with coworkers or friends. Once you make some sense out of the situation you’ll be able to keep moving forward.

Today’s horoscope for me is blindingly appropriate.  While it is wrong because it mentions work as a possibly cause for struggling with my self-esteem and it is not work that is causing it, it isn’t wrong in saying I am struggling with my self-esteem… but the cause is my personal life.  Work is great. My job is great.  My life is not so much…

“You may struggle with your self-esteem today…”  I could have told you that one before I feel asleep last night, but none-the-less the horoscope is correct.  I am blinded by hatred of myself right now.  I can’t find a single good thing about me.  I am not saying this looking for sympathy or praise, it’s just how I feel.

“I am not clear about what is expected of me…”  No I really don’t know what is expected of my in many situations in my personal life.  That is pretty much on par as well. Everything that is said to me causes confusion.  I think I come off and being stupid but really I just can’t wrap my head around the simplest things right now.

“It’s healthier to talk about your concerns…”  Yes, I am trying to talk about my concerns.  It’s a bit hard because I am so overwhelmed lately I don’t really know what all of them are, but I am trying.  It really is healthier.

“Once you make some sense out of the situation you will be able to move forward.”  That is the main issue for me.  I can’t make sense out of anything.  I don’t think that makes me stupid, I think that makes me human.  Things are so tense and stressed right now it’s only naturally to be easily confused.   My brain feels like there is a weight on it not allowing me to see clearly.  I think once that fog goes away I’ll be able to think clearly and move forward…


via Taurus horoscope for Friday, May 25, 2012.

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