It’s kind of unnerving when your horoscope is accurately fitting to your daily experiences. Today a colleague asked me why it seems I am on a different planet. I wrote it off as a random question as my friend suggested I do, but none-the-less I was unsettled when I read my horoscope for today which is:
Close friends and co-workers may perceive you as being more stable than you currently feel. It’s not that you’re hiding anything from them now; it’s just that you can use your charm to cover up your insecurities. Thankfully, you have a chance to build your self-esteem over the next few weeks, especially if you can be vulnerable with someone you trust. Expressing your uncertainty opens the door to a deeper conversation and a more intimate connection.
I already am aware that I have the opportunity to build my self esteem over the next few weeks. I know this because I have taken steps to ensure I improve myself. This includes therapy (I know I should probably be less open about that, but I really don’t care) and detoxing (which I am on day 17 of) to clear my mind and get a grasp on my reality.
I am also allowing myself to be vulnerable with a few people I trust and love. I have begun to be more open about my faults, mistakes and things of that nature and reaching out for support from those I trust. Expressing my issues to closer friends and family has helped me to not just work through those issues but to realize I do have a support group out there, even if a majority of them have to support me from a distance.